Ready?

My two-and-a-half year old son starts day camps next week. He'll be going twice a week from 9am - 12pm. I signed him up for day camps to help get him ready to go to preschool five days a week in the fall.

I started thinking about it a few minutes ago and had that chest tightening feeling of panic. I'm not ready. *I* am not ready.

How will he survive without me? How will people understand what he's saying? Will they know what he needs? Will he ... but won't he.... but.. but.... but what about Momma??

How will I survive him growing up?